*empty*

Omg~
Felt a bit lost after all these days..
'Cause there is nothing for me to do..
Except cleaning the house,decorating,ironing...
My life now is like an auntie's life..
Fetching bro and sis,
Doing housework..
Haiz...

Actually I wanna find a new notebook for me to list out what i've done..
Maybe like a diary..
But there was just no suitable book,
or maybe no time..
20 days had passed for 2009,
I scare I will forget those funny experiences I had..
So,MUST find a notebook asap..

CNY is around the corner...
But,still feeling a bit weird..
Maybe the atmosphere just doesn't seem right??
Must let the environment more *red*..
And the new year song..
Hehe...

Heard that we are having a 新春大团拜 right?
Well,please find the organizer out la..
Yaya doesn't want to in charge of it de....gua..
Someone said..
anyone also can la...
Just need to contact classmates...
Making confirm with teachers..
Have we decided which teachers to visit??
Must fast le ler...
Today already Thursday..
If need help can contact me de...^^

Just feeling a bit bad mood today...
Maybe after yesterday's phone??
Argh...
Made me think more...
Chances?? Absolutely no..
But still, having a little hope..^^
See?? U made my mood drop to a low level..
Persuading myself to accept the truth...==
Oya,sorry LC for desolating u...
Felt regret now...hehe...

Besides,going to NS 90% d...
Miss......
3 month...
I think there will be no problem for me to apply for that..
**Better won't be any problem**
Just dunno where will I be..
Hopefully an exciting place~~^^

Everyone,update ur blog la~~~
Dun just stay there *free* but still dunwan to update...
Aihz....
UPDATE!!!
At least for CNY ma~~><

Struggling on wanna write the ntu scholar essay onot...
There isn't any e-mail asking me to do that ler..><
Hehe...
THINK!!!!
But I think better write it lar,
though the chances was VERY VERY small...

Last but not least,
My CNY wishes for u all~
Hope all of u will have a great *Moo* year,
Getting all u wanted..
Dreams come true~~~^^
Most important,stay healthy!!!=)

Outings+extras~

Yesterday went out with 2 friends..
Actually I only knew 1 of them,
while the other was his friend in KL..
Whatever la..
I met them in Kepong Jusco..
And I was late!!!
Argh..><

And then they tell me,
they just broke the record of the basketball game in the Gamepark..
313 high scores...
WoW~
before that was 250++ if i wasn't mistaken..
Pro man...><

Then,we(actually is me==") decided to go to Sg.Wang lor..
After about 10min of struggling..duh..
Well,we go there by bus..
And you should know that,
3 of us also dunno how to take bus to there...
So,we wait at the opposite site...
Until a driver told us...><
So,we must cross the road lor..
But then,we cross the road in a wrong timing..
So,we were stuck in the middle as the cars kept U-turning..
OMG...that was so funny..
As there was just 3 of us on the road...
I think the driver must felt like,
"These guys were crazy../stupid.."
Haha..

Wait for the bus to come waste us 15min++..
Coz we just dare to take Rapid..
Not others..Scare lost..hehe..
Monorail...
etc. etc...
Reached Sg.Wang to take our lunch...
Not very nice..Though I am the one who introduced...=="
What the...
Liangchun came..

Guess what??
After shop for a while for present..
We get into the green capsule(greenBox outside de~)
using the 1/2 hr free ticket of liangchun..
That was really crazy..
I never thought I would ever go in and sing in THAT space..
Man..
But still ok lar..
Well,1/2 hr wasn't enuf for sing K..
Remember!!!

But my friend almost cant managed to get back to Johor..
Almost missed the bus..
Coz there was always a traffic jam...
But we still play until.....hehe..
Anyway,he still managed to do that lar...

Good ne~~~^^
Night,in a lost again in LC's car...
We went to manjalara to celebrate YiJie's B'day...
Actually just having a dinner~~
Hehe..
I don't like the spaghetti I ordered...
XP
Don't go to D'Fortune and order their Bolognaise.. ><

~THE END~

My happiness

Oh my god...
Due to my stupid ,noob-ness and craziness,
my"maybe will be"幸福 suddenly like flew away..
Wakaka...
Why am I so noob????!!!!!!!!
So 胆小怕事，
So 放不开，
So 白痴.......=="

唉，我有点伤心了...
For那时啦..
现在，还好了....><

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
Just scold me...
And wake me up....

我不知道..

好吧，
心情..不好不坏..
只是，
睡不好..
哈哈..
现在啊，1点..
如果我3点还没睡的话，
就是天下大乱了..

最近啊，
在想很多..
结果，害到自己睡不好..
恶性循环..
其实可以不要想，
不想就不会这么烦..
有些可以不要理..
但是，以我的性格，
有点八，
要我放着完全不想，
有点难..
而且，常被人逼着想..

有时候，
明明没有答案的问题，
却是一定要有答案的问题..
想了很久没答案，
怎么办？
没得怎么办啊，
生活继续，
太阳照常升起..
我也很想知道那个答案，
可是对不起，
我找不到..

有时候，
说的都知道，
但是，我的努力你们看不到啊..
我在改着..
或许很够力不明显，
或许只有那0.001%，
但是，我也希望我能改变自己..
改变自己不容易的，
当一个人长久生活下来，
要改变某些习惯，
没那么容易啊..
尤其是思想上的东西..
3岁定80..
说的我都知道，
我也会听，
但是不要用很轻视的语气跟我说话，
谢谢..

*u make me wanna say rude words for a sec

还有哦，
最近在想“红娘”这回事..
很多人都很喜欢乱凑成对..
也许是觉得适合，
也许是爽..
但是，
可能会造成两个人尴尬，
甚至很难做朋友，
尤其是那种刚认识的人..
可能造成“火灾”，
玩出火..
结果很难收..
当然，也有可能创出佳话，
但是不多..
所以，玩归玩，
适当的时候，
就要收了..
玩过火，可不是好事..

尽管如此，
还是为那些爱情刚萌芽的人送上祝福..
加油吧..^^

其实，
或许我真得很没有原则，
还是我的原则不算原则??
原则需要跟大家一样吗?
强硬?坚持?
还是我真的太软了?
目标不明确，
是啊，怎样？
我还在寻找嘛..
即使时间不多，
我会爱我所选..
我是不坚定，
但是总有一天，
我会很坚定的..
个性不鲜明，
不是好事..
容易妥协，
不是好事..
谁说我不会生气?
只是，我选择了放下..
等我思考吧..
我是怎样才会改变，
我知道..
等着吧..
I will think about it carefully..

p/s: so 乱水..haha..nvm,leave it if u dun understandXP

2009年了!!^^

哈哈..
有点慢哦这个post..
已经过了那么久，
不过还算是“新年”吧？
哈哈...

2009年了呢，
2008过得真快啊..
现在回想起来，
2008对我来说，
算是很精彩的一年了..
去年，经历了很多..
参加了很多..
筹备了很多..
也成长了些许..
不敢说很多..
哈哈..

真的啊，在中华的最后一年..
终究没让自己失望..
参加了很多之后中学生能做的事情..
而且也常与你们大家出去..
学长退休啊..
云顶啊..
唱歌比赛..
教师节..
统考备战的时期..
正式统考..
毕旅..
YCA..
最后的领袖营..
很多呢..
所以，2008年是丰收的1年..

怎么说好呢..
2008年，
开心过、伤心过、
犹豫过、相信过、
怀疑过、失望过、
奋斗过、感动过、
受伤过、坚持过、
这一切的一切，
都让我有所成长..
真的，我学到了很多..
现在的我，
甚至可以取笑当时的我为何那么傻，
那么冲动，那么白痴，那么疯狂..
但是，
年少轻狂啊..
没有这么的鲜艳的回忆...
有怎么算是活过18岁呢？？

一路走来，
真得很谢谢那些一直在身边支持我的人..
或许你们不知道，
一句话，一个微笑，
都足以让我有继续努力的勇气..
在我低落的时候，
在我不知所措的时候，
在我很慌的时候，
在我想放弃的时候，
你们的存在让我坚持下来了..
尤其是在筹备某些活动的时候，
伙伴们的支持真的很重要..
领袖营的大家，
更加验证了这一点..
呵呵..^^

然后呢，
这一年又认识了很多人..
虽然不算深交，
但也不错啊..
喜欢那种“四海之内皆朋友”的感觉..
哈哈..
但愿这份感情能维持下去..

踏入2009年，
19岁了..
我要把2008美好的留下来，
不好的送走他..
在2009年，
我要继续创造出属于自己的19岁天空!!^^
愿大家也能过个心满意足的2009哦~